Wednesday, April 30, 2008

Back frm cycling again~ childhood fav hobby & still is....

Had ost training todae….but decided not to go…shoot me…shd haf gone…but din wanna go alone…pple like rosemary & yunru would agree tt yea I’m not veri independent, coz I always make them do things wif me, haas…okok…guilt-ridden, really shd haf gone…nvm, nxt training is sat…

Went swimming instead…long time since I last swam, excluding the play play swim sessions during training, its been almost a year since I last swam…brings back fond memories seeing children having swimming training…definitely one of my regrets in life to quit competitive swimming, though I wasn’t the one who made tt decision, argh…those were the fun times, even had swimming camps where we would swim 3 times a day, having to bathe at least 3 times a day, barbequing dinner by the pool, going to play some laser shooting game, din noe wad tt game’s called, but it was damn fun, and the laser gun was damn heavy, making it super diff to run around with the laser gun…everytime I see children having swimming training, can’t help but look on wif envy…also the reason why I like watching swimming competitions…

same for gymnastics…yet another regret in life…todae's newspaper toked abt gymnastics...argh, always makes me tink back to tt silly mistake of quiting coz of an ankle prob, back then it was realli quite bad, a few mins in aircon can kill, but now my ankle is total opp, will not be sprain no matter wad...but those are probably the onli fun times i remember frm pri sch...doing cartwheels, fav handstands, trying to jump over as high the board as possible, using the sofa at home to practise jumping over :), getting to stand on top of a mini pyramid b4 i became too heavy & had to be one of the bases, doing those 2 person forwardrolls...those days were realli fun...

okaes, enuf of regrets....Time waits for no man…live the life u wan…

Nitex~

Tuesday, April 29, 2008

Byebye hall…moved out after last paper todae…

And I juz gt back frm cycling!~ =)

Cycling wif fat little tiga doggie in my bike’s basket…cycling along the canal…enjoying the peacefulness….and the breeze… =)

Next up, cycling on 1st May wif my family…gonna explore cycling beyond jurong east…yay!~ at long last, we’re gonna haf a longer cycling trip…looking forward to it~
Finally, exams ended….dun dare to look at my results for this sem…tink its gonna be real bad…almost all subj are 40-50% coursework…& my projects & quizzes were quite bad this sem…exams were worse…

started off with 202 (transfer pricing qn super long, but I onli wrote a bit, din even tok abt the diff transfer pricing methods, argghhhh…..2nd qn was on incentives, but like nv really learn tt topic, so juz anyhow crap a bit….3rd qn was game theory, my fav topic, but I gt stunned, confused over higher bid or lower bid win, shucks, dunnoe whether payoffs correct anot)…

then the 3 consecutive days of exams (afternoon, morn, morn)….shagg…bf307 come out so many qns on the rules for margin requirements, I purposely skipped tt part!! Thinking tt rules not veri impt, argghhhh….then muz justify ans, dunnoe wad to write…favourite topic of binomial model came out, but I freaking shit press calculator wrongly, then the binomial tree cannot recombine!! But I noe the formula, shucks, shd haf juz written down the formula, waste 15marks for nth!! My fav topic & the onli topic tt I’m sure of…sighs….big big disappointment….

201 gt tax again, thot tax over liao, 201 still gt deferred tax….but I skipped tt whole part….didn’t even attempt, coz no time, & I dunnoe how to do, so take super long to figure out, so I juz skip first, in the end also no time to come back….bye to 20 plus marks for qn 3...& gt no time to finish the paper….the customer loyalty programme for last qn, last topic tt I looked at b4 sleeping the nite b4 exam, but no time to write finish, arrghhhhhh…..

205 was like shit, I tink can whole paper out of point!!! How how….damn scared for 205…couldn’t identify enough risk events, and the risk events I identify also not specific to the case, didn’t write abt corporate governance at all, when everyone like toking abt tt, dunnoe wad sound practices the qn asking for, dunnoe how to identify the weaknesses & strengths, I juz anyhow write something….arghhhh….damn screwed….

Then finally 213 todae…took 1 hr juz to draw the flowcharts, then started panicking coz no time for the remaining 3 qns…din noe how to draw the rea model for expenditure cycle, onli read abt the revenue cycle, so I juz copied the rea model & tables frm the textbook, hope can use, anw didn’t have time to think….onli left less than 1 hr for 3 qns….didn’t complete, didn’t write any threats for the revenue & expenditure cycle at all, even though juz need to copy from the tb, argghhhh….& I freaking shit forgot all abt implementation, even though I spent quite long on tt topic, totally forgt abt testing, user involvement, etc….argghhhh, whole last qn out of point liao….din noe wad advice for outsourcing they wan!!! 10marks left blanks….shucks….

Shucks…so freaking screwed….its not onli one but all also so bad…doesn’t help tt my coursework is also bad for this sem…shucks…dun wanna noe my results….hope it’ll be ok….pls pls…but I seriously doubt so….how……..& 214 I tink can get F already…sighs….if the prof is nice, maybe she’ll gimme a C at most….sighs….