oh yar...and i bathe 5 times todae!!

b4 training
after training b4 golf
after golf
b4 go lixian's party
after run

haas....waste water...

Whacked abt 80 balls at SICC golf range after training todae…yea, right after training…my dad’s quite insane….

Almost 1 yr since I last played golf. Revived love for golf.

Surprisingly, I could still play. Started off with 7 iron, 5 wood, 5 iron….then I khopped my dad’s “like iron” wood. I like that “like iron” wood. Somehow, tt’s the only club that I can hit and feel so shuang, especially when hear the sound of nice connection with the golf ball, and then feel that it’s a gd shot. Yay!~

And I could still hit 120m. But in pri 6, could hit 150m quite easily. Gahhhh, last time had better feel, could connect and transfer power to the golf ball more naturally. Oh wells, come jul when turn 21, will not be able to use the club membership to play golf liao. Hmmm…maybe shall go play on actual golf course after exams and b4 trainings start….

Went to lixian’s 21st party todae. Hope she enjoyed herself. She’s really quite a strong girl, after all tt she’s been thru. Always hear her “lai-ah” during trainings, sometimes when running or even while studying, that “lai-ah” will play in my mind. Hope she stays happy & strong. I believe she will.

Sianzzz…201 report in such a mess, see already dun feel like doing…argh, better start…

Last land.

Didn’t realised it until gekling told me. And then it hit me. Heart. But it’s a trade-off. No regrets.

A great one todae.

I’m so happy for my buddy. 13.16 she did for 2.4. Well done buddy.

And todae I managed to up weights. Like finally. Its been stagnant for weeks. Demoralising. But todae, it juz came. 1st set 10kg. 2nd set 11kg. 3rd set 12kg. Yay!~

Tabatta’s gd too. Short & effective.

Trainings getting better. No more rockbottom. Phoenix is gg up.

Heart. Let it be a gd one. No regrets.

And liting is making me so excited abt gip china. Haas. To Mongolia to ride horses & carmels, to Harbin, etc. I can’t wait.

Heart.

NAF closing todae. I think it was very well done. The location was very good, no worries of lack of crowd, didn’t cross my mind before to haf event at linkway. The concept was also quite good, displaying info abt NAF history and events, and I liked the art displays. Another good idea was making pple answer a simple qn before giving them the free goodie bag, like that we don’t give out free goodie bag for no reason. Even if they got the ans wrong, at least pple will realise what does naf stand for, whats the theme of naf or how long naf has been around.

Yup yup, I feel that this year’s naf is really very good. Opening ceremony was good (especially the grand opening), vday carnival was gd too (with the costume photoshoot idea, onli prob is not enuf publicity), closing ceremony was gd too, all good. But but this year naf so much more xiong, 3 times of 2 day events, creating 3 weeks of sleep havoc in a 13wk sem. No more naf, muz keep myself far far away frm cac nxt year. Though its quite fun, not onli the biz mag part but also in helping out with event day itself, but too much commitment required. But still I tink I’ll miss the fun.

Hate it when the tables in the seminar room are arranged into groups. Go too early, sit at a group of table, and no one else will sit at the same table. Go too late, dunnoe which table I can sit, everybody sitting with their frens in groups. Oh wells, am such a loner in class. Loners like me prefer arrangement of long rows of table so that loner don’t stand out so much. Sighs…dun really care…used to it…

It’s back again, freaks. go away!!!

Did smth I shd nv have done…booo… this will nv happen again…its all in the mind…whether u wan it anot…everyone’s pushing so hard…u haf to conquer those thoughts…

Come on, where’s the fighting spirit?

It starts right NOW

Realli needa start sorting things out….haiz….

Okok, everyone’s gg thru the same, so I shan’t complain abt it….still surviving, after 32 hrs of no slp (except for zzz in class) & surviving without lunch & dinner (amazingly conquered the hunger), but luckily there’s still the toast machine when everything else is closed! But soyabean sold out from 2 machines, argh, too lazy to find a 3rd machine…anw, am surviving, I juz needa hear the alarm tmr morn….

Juz got back & I haven prepare script for tmr’s presentation….haiz…neither have I touched 205 project since last meeting…okaes, one by one, bit by bit, it’ll be ok….I juz needa prep the script & faster go zzzzz, tmr morn gt presentation, cannot afford not to hear the alarm….always major oversleep if the night b4 din zzz, but but tmr I’ll hear the alarm…it’s a must….

Can't help but feel irritated, when u're so worried abt ure presentation and projects and pple can be happily joking away, not tt there's anything wrong wif tt, the wrong's in me....but i tried not to spoil the mood...afterall, it's my own fault everything's in such a mess now....

I slept at ard 7.30pm last nite!! And I only awoke to my alarm clock at 7.15am. Heng I remembered to set alarm b4 dozing off. It was an unintentional extremely long sleep, tink I was too tired frm tue nite's no slp chiong IT project, I fell asleep b4 collecting my washed clothes frm the washing machine, & someone dumped it into a paper bag on the floor, argh! Either the person din see my pail there or is juz plain irritating to dump my clean clothes in a dirty paper bag on the floor….

But I was still tired by the 2nd class at 10.30am….haas, am such a pig…could barely type properly after lunch, so I went to zzzz again for abt 2hrs….haha…shucks, I need to learn to survive sleeping less…

Anyways, was in a quite gd mood this evening, coz I managed to sort out tmr’s 201 presentation before training, thks to pok’s ans otherwise it was quite a headache trying to figure out what is going on. Shucks, I tink I’m really damn stupid, I didn’t even know how to start answering the qn. Shucks, my studies is like damn screwed up now. Really needa start catching up wif my studies, it's march already, but first gotta settle all the projects stuff first.

Todae we had long and slow team run, okaes not really that long and slow, I thought we would have continued running towards biological sci slope instead of turning into near hall 16, and that was one long slope, but the pace up the slope was rather slow. The juniors really improved a lot, and my buddy too, though she’s still haven fully recover frm her flu/cough, she didn’t lag at all. Good job buddy.

My rowing still suxs, the top arm bending bad habit is back again and I juz saw for myself and realised how bad it is…argghhh….will try to keep it straight, but its quite hard, still dunnoe how to use the back shoulder muscle for punching in, i cannot feel the power of using back shoulder muscle for punching in, helps, damn sucky…argghh…for now, I juz wan my left shoulder to pls pls recover back fast….this wk nv really do weights training but still the damn lousy shoulder is hurting again, damn irritating….ok, still gt 1 more day to recover back, it’ll be ok by sat race, really hope so…really hope we can win a medal...if can, it’ll be my very very first…

Stoning…

After all the mad rush for the past few days….haiz…nth seems to be fine…really needa stop screwing up all my presentations & quizzes…& I needa stop sleeping during class…arghhh….

I got a new lappie, at long last. =) My old laptop was quite useless, couldn’t connect to wireless and couldn’t operate without power plug, so always cannot bring my laptop for project meetings. Luckily got my new lappie, so can mad rush IT last night camping over in school.

After the mad rush ended juz an hr ago, am feeling rather lost…needa reorganise…for tonite, I guess I juz wanna read 202 project for tmr & sleep early, wake up early and be early for class tmr…always have problem hearing the alarm the next morning if the night before I didn’t sleep…quite scary, I’ll hear the alarm tmr morn…

Race this weekend…Sooo fast…mixed feelings…excited yet worried…tough opponents…