nana & soso moved out?!!! Why doesn’t anyone tell me wad is gg on at home???

Hse is quieter….i miss nana…it feels weird not seeing nana at home….when will I get to see u again??

Nana always asks me abt sch, abt trainings…..sch suxs!! Especially todae….i can’t let my parents noe how screwed up I was todae….I would get killed…but I can tok to nana abt this….but where are u nana?? I miss u….

I sux big time! I am a total screw up!

How could u do such a thing?! Sleep sleep sleep, is slp tt impt? U wan to slp all ure life away then u happy issit??

U dun always get wad u wan in life...There's no second chance in life...Its ure own fault tt it's screwed up...its ure own responsibility....Dun expect others to give u another chance...No use crying...u juz suck...ought not to exist on this earth....

Feel stupid, study for tax quiz, but couldn't take it coz i overslept...stupid screwed up...luckily prof allowed 10% quiz weightage to transfer to exams, but then again i studied for the quiz, and it was an easier quiz, wad if i screw up my final exam...sighs...

Juz wanna pass the ethics quiz for now....stop screwing up everything!!

I got D for maths quiz =((((((( Damn sad.....

Haiz…D for 10% of final grades…how sucky…tink I got last in class…see so many pple get A+….haiz….

Lacking sleep…been staying up, but not effective doing work or studying…end up damn sleepy during the day…ineffectiveness throughout the day…tink I’m better off sleeping not too late and try to be more effective study in less time…

Training is always a gd break frm studies…forget those troubles & worries during training...feel more motivated to study after training also…but it lasts also a while b4 tiredness settles in…

Nite sea rowing todae...nice nice…always liked nite rowing…but keep getting breathless…shucks, tink my stamina has deteriorated…muz be coz these days nv realli run le…the run during tue training, felt damn breathless too…

Back to tax…wasted enuf time…study effectively or else no point staying up …

Quite some time since I last updated…

Was busy wif accounting II report & maths quiz last wk….haiz…screw the maths quiz…cannot even pass…I can’t believe I forgt a simple differentiation and as such din even get any method marks for the 2nd qn...and yar, there’s onli 2 qns, of which the 2nd qn has more than 50% weightage….sighs…bye to 10% of final grades...the result of last min chionging, zzzz in class, not doing tuts…

This wk is relatively slack…except for sat…its gonna be a hectic day…tax quiz at 7.30am!!! Followed by ethics seminar n quiz till 2.30pm…I dunnoe if I should take the ethics quiz nxt sem…or shd I opt not to take the tax quiz and transfer the 10% weightage to the final exam…both choices are risky!! Haven started studying for tax, yet I doubt I much preparation for tax exam either…shall decide ltr…

Next wk’s gonna be a killer!! 2 presentations, 2 reports, 2 quizzes…I dare not tink how it’ll turn out…

Smth to look forward to nxt weekend….river regatta…I hope I can row a good set…left shoulder pls bear wif me…

Ohhh…& I realized I sweat damn easily, do 2min station fly or even squats also can sweat…sweat a lot too…grosssss….

Why take it up in the first place…& not manage it properly…onli to regret now…yet still not putting in extra effort to make up for it…wads the use of panicking…if u realli are panicking, u shdn’t be dozing off in class…yar, I’m damn scared for the exams…but haf I started?? no way, far far far frm started…so wad on earth am I doing now?….i’m so screwed…2.5 wks to my first paper which I noe nth abt…pls do smth abt it…now!!

Wooohoooo!! No more lessons for the wkk!! Ahhhh, sooo happy sooo relieved…

Finally got myself to do investment quiz last nite after training. Inertia to click the start button for the online quiz. Kept hovering around ehhh I’m not prepared to take it now, its soo late not good time to do quiz, then aiya juz do it now!! Or else tmr cannot go bbq! Many many thanks to kaixiang for helping me out wif some of the qns!! :)

Soooo don’t feel like doing any work now, although there are realli many things that need to be done: accounting II project, bf322 case, maths quiz, investment project, and the 5 elearning lects tt I haf yet to listen!!!

Oh wells, I need a break now!! I juz wanna do some exercise now!! Surprisingly sooo many pple wanted to run this wk but I din join any at all!! I wanna run now! Wanna play frisbee later! Come 5pm quick!!

2 down!!

Had spent the week getting frustrated over company law report, when I thought I finally understood, the next moment I realize I still don’t, and so its been back to square one many times throughout the week. Had enuf of co. law, glad to be done wif it! Hoping it won’t be graded too lousy a report, hopefully the grade won’t turn out to be like biz law report last sem which totally sucked. 20% of final grade…

Accounting quiz plus excel quiz this morning. Din really prepare for this. After finishing co. law report, juz wanted to sleep and totally no mood to study anymore. So many of those ethics qns come out, argh, hate this kind of ambiguous stuff…the mistakes I made probably all came from those ethics qns…then came the excel quiz, which was total gone case...no time, plus excel spreadsheet was a total mess, plus classified some costs wrong, argh…excel quiz confirm fail le…sighs…20% of final grade too…

Went to the gym wif my bro, my strength these days are seriously cui…tue training, the sand bottles felt super heavy, even 2 mins felt like forever…thur training, now 10kg also struggling…sheesh…

Next week gonna be project week! Mon gt tax presentation discussion plus corporate finance case discussion…Tue gt accounting project meeting…which I haven started preparing for…oops…then also got investment quiz…n investment project, which relatively not as urgent….

1 mth to the exams…sooo fast…barely managing to even deal with the presentations, projects n quizzes on hand now…argh!