Thursday, February 15, 2007

Forgot to bring home my swimming stuff and tennis balls!! Freak FREAK freak!!! I’ve been having this urge/ desire to go swimming and now its ruin! Argh! Then I can’t play tennis too coz I forgt to bring home the tennis balls! Crap! What a waste of this 5 days hol! I sooo want to go SWIMMING!! Damn it! =(

Argh, am sianzz of running these days, so went cycling instead. Cycled to ulu pandan CC where my parents were having qi gong lessons. Then cycled to and fro the CC and home while waiting for them to walk home. Had fun cycling up and then down (whEeee) the slopes, but then again I still haf this desire to go swimming!!!! Argghhhh….can’t wait for another wk again…sigh…

Going to sicc wif my dad tmr…yea, to play golf -_-" I wan to go swimming at sicc!! not golf! Argghhh…

Wednesday, February 14, 2007

Todae was one super long dreaded day. FM seminar 8.30-11.30am, NAF 11.30-2.00pm, French tut + quiz 2.30-5.30pm, HR quiz 5.30-6.45pm, training 7 – 9pm…weds are always such a dreaded long day…but todae was an especially packed one, glad tt I survived it.

Quizzes were quite cui though. For French, I forgot on which alphabet to put the accent n the direction of the accent (point upwards or downwards) n forgot quite a lot of spelling. Shucks! HR quiz was bad too, fortunately its mcq, if not I confirm fail. It was onli 40 mcq and he made us sit and wait there for the whole 1 hr. sianzz…

I actually carried HR textbk n French to training then to home on sat. I was quite determined to study leh…but in the end, I didn’t even study a single bit of it…grrr…I fell asleep again…and no one woke me up. argh, so I woke up like at abt 6am…gah, too late can, haf to go for sun training...lesson learnt: no point bringing any bks home on sat…

Training todae was quite fun…I sooo miss wed trainings…all coz of the sickening HR lect, the lecturer talks sooo freaking slowly. 18 slides can easily finish in 1 hr, he can take 3 hrs. faints…

NAF Valentine’s Day carnival todae. I think its soo much better than the opening ceremony.

Tuesday, February 13, 2007

i'm sooooo freaking dead tmr...9hr lesson day + 2 quizzes =(

Tuesday, February 06, 2007

These days, have begin to like teaching. I enjoy teaching, and that love for teaching is being strengthened, reinforced whenever I go for mentoring. I did consider becoming a teacher in future when I was in j2. But then again I can’t control a whole class of mischievous kids. Oh wells, the introvert side of me strongly dominates the extrovert side. The most I can do is probably giving one-on-one tuition. But one cannot earn much giving tuition leh. Gah, can’t imagine being an accountant in 2.5 hrs time. Desk-bound job…sianzz not looking forward to it.

Anyways, my tutee din come todae! She must haf been tired after her camp and play performance during the weekend. Gah, if I knew I wouldn’t have gone todae. But I had a rather good experience mentoring todae though! =)

Initially, my mind was not at mentoring coz I was trying to rush FM presentation slides before mentoring, so my mind was still on my work. Then somemore my new tutee hardly respond to me. Everytime I ask question then she’ll pause for many minutes. Having a taste of my own medicine (quietness) yea. Pek chek!

But then I remembered what a children counselor taught us during one of the life-skills training for this mentoring programme. She said that children are very sensitive, they can sense when ure mind is not with them. And she taught us how to clear our mind and bring our mind to mentoring the kids. So wells, tried to forget about the FM presentation and the whole mess of tutorials/test, etc. and gave my mind fully to mentoring.

And it worked yea! My new tutee seemed more relaxed, started talking a bit more and even laughed at times. Yea man! We were more effective that way. And we had more fun yea.

I was doing the talking almost all the while k. Normally in sch, I talk less than 5 sentences a day, unless I meet rosemary or wl during the day. haas, its tt bad. But not close to anyone in NTU (I don’t think I ever will) nor my roomie, so wells nothing much to talk about. Won’t be surprised if there was a day in NTU when I didn’t say a single word. But during mentoring, I was talking for most of the 1.5 hr. Amazed by myself.

Mentoring made my day! WheeEeE…=)

Sunday, February 04, 2007

Finished FM tutorial at 4 plus in the morn on sat! hees, coz fri nite went to ting guan’s rm to watch movie until abt 2 plus. Then he was falling asleep lor..dots, movies are boring yea...but at least after watching then didn’t feel so sianz anymore. So went back and slack for a while then do FM tutorial and I finished it! Gd thing I finished it coz I wouldn’t have done it even if I brought FM back home, so would haf missed FM presentation slides deadline.

My parents juz gt back frm the US. And my dad bought me a new tennis racket!! =) And a seat cushion for my bike!! =) And a helmet for cycling?! -_-" I’m NOT gg to wear some freaking helmet! Dun care! I shall juz protest!

And the first thing my mum did was to complain that I grew fatter again. And make me do weird leg exercises and promise to do them everyday. -_-" Oh yar, and my mum bought me an anti-aging sunblock, coz she’s always complaining I’m burnt but then again the sunblock she bought is only 50spf lor.

Saturday after training was watching TV then I fell asleep (not intention leh). Then I woke up onli at 3 plus in the morning. Sianzz. My dad was complaining to my mum todae that some rat woke up at 3 plus, rummaged the kitchen and then he thot the rat would start doing her studying but she went back to slp. Rummaged the kitchen!! That’s total exaggeration. I onli had 3 pieces of biscuit!

Todae was surf and sweat. Surfing was surprisingly quite fun coz I managed to move! hees, didn’t get stuck behind. Phew! Was so afraid I’ll lag behind and be so pathetically splashing water but not moving. But running sucks, not in the running mind todae, juz couldn’t push myself to really run. Yenni actually slowed down and waited for me. Whao, if not for her I would have stopped to walk a bit yea. But then cannot slow yenni down too much so no choice had to keep running and try to keep up if not unfair to her rite. Thanks yenni!

Friday, February 02, 2007

Am super duper sianz..Todae hasn’t been productive at all. Guess for nxt week, I shall go home after nite sea rowing on thur. The only 2 reasons why I stayed in hall todae was coz sat gt bus to training, so I dun haf to walk to dover mrt and from kallang mrt to training site, and more importantly, dun need to worry tt I’ll be late. haas. Second reason is coz FM presentation slides are due this sun and dun wanna carry my tb n laptop home by myself. Gah, but I haven even done my FM presentation yet. Crap! Dun even noe how to do it coz I wasn’t paying attention during FM.

If I go home, I’ll waste even more time. U’ll probably find me walking around the hse, disturbing everyone or sleeping rather than sitting down to do my work. But since Fridays are juz as unproductive in hall, might as well go home. Then can play wif my little tiga doggie, and can disturb everyone, especially my grandma, haas, dun complain I disturb u coz I love ya and I miss ya, juz wan some attention frm u while I’m home.

Home for such a short period of time. After training on sat, reach home onli ard 5. By time would be starving so haf lunch-cum-dinner and then go bathe. Will then try to do some tutorials but always end up dozing off (so now, can’t be bothered to bring my bks home anymore). Makes me quite pek chek, so will go n sleep for a while. When I wake up and try to find a com to use, parents get quite (recently, it has been very rather than quite) fed up coz I come home onli eat and sleep, not doing any studying. So will get even more pek chek then try to study for a while before sleeping again. Sun early morn leave home for training. After training, reach home ard 2, then eat bathe and pack to go back to hall. Pathetic weekend…Makes me so super sianzzz staying in hall these days….Ain’t there anything interesting to do?!

Thursday, February 01, 2007

Todae’s training was quite funny!! Keep having fishes jumping into the boat. But the fishes didn’t jump into the boat near my seat leh…I also wan to see the fishes!! hahas… Night sea rowing is sooo much more fun! The water’s so calm and peaceful plus there’s the nice cool weather. It just feels much more relaxing.

I love thurs!! Especially after 12.30pm, it’s like I’m finally free!! No more tutorials to bother about, at least for the moment! haas…so nice, so relaxing! =)