Wheee!! After training, I managed to finish tmr’s biz law tutorial before night run!! That made my day! (forgot wadever unhappiness or cock-ups I had during the day) For once, no need to chiong tutorial until 2, 3am. That’s the way! Keep it up! =)

Stamina has seriously dropped. No more running wif ting guan until I build up my stamina and speed. Paiseh, affected their run, made them stop and wait for me once coz I too slow. Tired is no excuse, learn to overcome it. Anyways, running is still great! Makes my day too! hahas, I’m quite easily satisfied yea.

Gotta go look thru accounting for tmr’s test le…byes!

My tutee is sooo cute! She really brightens up my tuesdays every week. Had a fun time todae. Managed to finish her homework rather quickly so we played hangman and tic tac toe… I’m once again impressed with my tutee! I’m surprised rather. Underneath her quiet self, she’s actually a very brave and active kid. She’s not afraid to dance or even act on stage in front of her whole school. I’m beginning to discover more about my tutee as time goes by. The phrase “Never judge one by his/her appearance” could not feel more true. Glad that my tutee’s opening up more to me now, and yep, we’re having more fun this way, occasionally talking about other stuff than work too. =)

My eating habit is in a whole mess these days. Not that I’m particularly concerned about that, there’s other more important stuff to worry about. But anyways, dinner is often overlooked. On Saturdays, I’ll usually have combined breakfast/lunch/dinner after training at abt 5 plus. Sunday’s normal coz I’ll have dinner with my parents before coming back to hall. Mondays, usually no mood after French tutorial or too lazy to go down to the canteen for dinner, so I’ll look for my bread and biscuits. Tuesdays, usually nap a while before mentoring, and tend to oversleep so haf to rush off for mentoring, bread/biscuits for quick dinner again. Wednesdays, coz haf continuous 5 hr class frm 3.30pm then if class ends early haf to faster go for training. Since I’ll miss the running during training, I’ll probably run at nite so can’t possibly haf dinner after training and run shortly after tt. Thurs, will nap a while before nite sea rowing, and over sleep yea, so probably grab some bread/ biscuits after training at abt 10pm. Fridays, depends on whether I’m too lazy to go down to the canteen. That’s my messy eating habit these days. ahhas, my mum’s gonna kill me if she noes I’m taking so much carbohydrates. She’s always complaining that I’m getting too fat. But yea, I’m so freaking heavy now. Have put on 7kg since the start of uni (frm 46 kg to 53 kg now). I never did imagine myself in this weight range! =X

Went for relaxing jogging after mentoring. Luckily it was a slow jog, coz I didn’t really want to run todae as my knees were rather hurting in the afternoon (right knee is old injury but surprised that left knee was hurting too). Anyways, the weather was nice again! So it was a refreshing jog yea! =)

Tmr gonna be one busy day….so bye for now…

Things are still in a mess…

Was demoralised during french tutorial yet again. Sigh, now I really regret taking level 2. But nothing comes easy yea…It’s just that everyone else could answer her questions quickly and well-answered…all BUT me…yea, not again…

Feeling so irresponsible…my messed up life is affecting others...games manager for weiqi ih, yet I have absolutely no idea how they did for ih nor do I know who actually played for weiqi ih, coz yea I was in penang for db race…and then joined dnd sub com biz mag, but nah, I did not help out in any canvassing at all, coz yea the first one clashed wif training, then I was not involved anymore…and then naf biz mag, effort was there (at least tt’s wad I feel) but nah, I haven’t given my all to look for sponsors…and then project work, grp meetings crash wif one another coz of last min discussion, wth, arrange grp meeting can be so painful…Sigh, gotta be more responsible. Why should others be affected by my mEsSeD uP LIfE…

Break from all these mess: Went for night run wif kee quan. He is super fast! Either that or my stamina has really dropped! hmm, seems more like the latter. I was practically trying to catch up with him throughout the whole 179 route. In need of more running to build up stamina! Anyways, the weather was super nice and cool todae! =) I could not feel my sweat even after the run. It felt as though I had not run at all. ahhas, wad an understatement of todae’s run…

Ups and downs in a day, tt’s my typical day nowadays…running's my survival kit...

Thinking abt something that my bro said last week. He was telling my mum that he is in his school team for table tennis even though his attendance was not that good. But, another table tennis player who had 100% attendance and whose skills had improved greatly was not selected for the school team. Then my bro was saying that he got talent unlike the other guy.

No matter what, ultimately it is how u can perform that is the most crucial part. But if u didn’t fight hard for it, the chance won’t even exist. Everyone started from scratch, so the only difference is the effort put in.

I noe for sure there’s no way I’ll get to row for PM cup. My technique sucks, recovery sucks, scope water sucks, slide water also sucks, power dun even need to mention. My rowing really is bad, still splashing water even after almost 5 months already.

Sigh, please please stop bothering abt the muscle ache, stop thinking when will 120 strokes end, stop anticipating when will 30mins end, juz stop it! and focus! train seriously! If I don’t start putting in more effort, I’ll end up being a reserve again, standing alone on the shore watching the others fight for the medal. I'm not aiming for a chance to row in PM cup (tt will be too optimistic and I shan't deceive myself) but at least a chance to row in any other race.

Remember wad u promised yourself during penang race. That has been & is still All talk but NO action yet!!

Studies in a mess, rowing is a disaster, golfing is a disappointment. What am I doing?!

Todae’s probably the best day I had throughout the past wk. Quote of the week: Motivation comes from within u…u decide ure own fate.

We(the yr1s) had our first night sea rowing todae. The bus was crawling like a snail from ntu to kallang, coz of the bad traffic jam. But it was a nice nite sea rowing experience. Nice scenary(especially the lightings), nice cool weather, nice feeling. =) Pity, we could onli row for a short while.

Went running after training with kee quan. Just nice hor, I was looking for someone to accompany me to time 400m sprint, then he ask me whether I wan to run. Yep, so tested 400m sprint and last nite’s conclusion was once again enforced. Took 91sec to complete, tt’s veri the slow, sianz…the diff between my normal running and sprinting is onli 30 secs, how can?! But yea, I’m not a sprinter. Guess it would be quite diff to make it under 75sec on sat. (even though 91sec was taken after training, but training was not shiong todae) So I better not join 4 x 400m, bu yao bu zi liang li hor, later malu myself and worse still make hall 2 lose. (my onli chance of participating in hall activities, wasted!! but nah, I didn't train for it at all)

But anyways, found a running partner, kee quan. Can continue nite running! Yea! Everyone else mostly too busy or dun wan to run.

Physically tired. So glad tmr’s my free day. =)

Not a gd day todae, especially after morning onwards. Was late for French class and everything juz didn’t work out. Went for hr lect so was very late for training. Couldn’t find the rest when I reached SRC, shd haf asked earlier where they would be training at. So by the time I found them, only managed to do a bit of stroke practicing then training ended. Everything just went wrong todae and I don’t wish to write it all out here.

Needed a break frm all these. Running is my way of escaping from problems, troubles, stress and unhappiness. Gd thing managed to find kee quan to run wif me. If not I’ll just go bonkus frm this freaking bad day. So we ran 6 rounds and jogged 2 rounds. Initially wanted to make-up for the 12 rounds I missed out frm todae’s training and test my 400m sprint. But was quite tired after the 6th round and didn’t want to push too hard, still have biz law n accounting tut to chiong for tmr.

Came back from the run feeling slighty better, slightly more motivated. But accounting tut almost drove me nutsss. Cannot seem to balance, then so many entries, if make 1 mistake have to check thru the whole lot of entries to find the error. Somemore I keep using the wrong numbers. That’s what happens when u try to rush tutorial at 1, 2am.

So now, I’m off to sleep at last! Let’s make tmr a better day!

Went for mentoring todae. My tutee wanted to play games after she finish her sch maths hw. Fortunately I found a puzzle book somewhere in the room. That saved me! ahhas, after that we played hangman. My tutee is sooo cute can! Brighten up my day!

My tutee’s the class moniter and also gg to receive the model pupil award. I’m impressed!! Last yr, she was still very reserved, quiet and hardly respond to me. But this yr, she’s changed a lot. She likes to ask about things and can even debate with me that Pluto doesn’t exist (when we were going thru the chapter on solar system). ahhas, indeed bright future ahead for her. I’m happy for her. She’s aiming for above 265 for psle. Amazing, I never did tink much abt psle when I was in p5/p6. But tt’s gd, getting into a gd sec sch is impt. A good start matters a lot. (like how the last 2 yrs in crescent really changed me, those were the gold old days) Jiayous Mira! =)

8hrs of lesson tmr, 3hrs in the morn and 5hrs consecutively in the afternoon/nite. Wondering if I’ll survive that. Hopefully hr lect will end early b4 8.30 then I can still make it down for training.

I’m trapped deeper and deeper into the vicious cycle. Things are piling up real fast and I’m struggling to clear them. So here goes my crazy schedule for the week until thur.

Mon: after IT seminar, chiong french hw. After french lesson, prepare for biz law presentation discussion tmr.

Tue: biz law lect, then biz law presentation discussion, then accounting lect, then chiong fm tut for wed, then mentoring, then chiong french tut for wed and accounting tut for thu.

Wed: fm seminar, then fm group discussion, then french tut, then I dunno, I’m supposed to be at 3 places after french tut (hr lect, db training n naf meeting clash. how great! pls chop me into 3 parts!) then chiong biz law n accounting tut for thu!!

Thu: biz law tut, then accounting tut, then finish up IT assignment. Then I’m FREE!! Wahahah! Then I shall make up running for wed training b4 nite rowing. Hopefully the sun will not be too hot on thu afternoon. Cannot wait for thu afternoon! Freedom awaits!! wahaha...

I was early for training todae!! Could even stroll frm kallang mrt to training site, one of the few few times. So shuang can!! Budden actually I woke up later than planned. Got out of bed only at 7.10am, then left home only abt 7.40am. I knew I would be super late if I didn't catch the mrt b4 8am. So I ran from my hse to dover mrt. And I reached b4 7.55am. phew! If I missed that train, I'll be late already. The opportunity cost of sleeping that extra 10mins is too high, seriously not worth having to run from home to dover mrt and making me tired even b4 training. So next sun, I shall wake up on time!

Tried coxing(eh, dunno how to spell it) during training. It's quite scary coz I couldn’t balance and yea, I dun wanna fall into kallang river!! So I kept grabbing onto big candice. But coxing was fun. Fun coz we were only playing around. Coxing during race is different, its a very stressful job. So tt shall be the end of my coxing experience.

Todae's the last day of add/drop period. It was a big headache deciding whether to drop CS100 and take human resource instead. Was super frustrated, confused, irritated, pissed, basically super lousy mood during that period of decision. (somemore everyone at home kept disturbing me. wah kaoz, I was really super pissed can. sorry for the rude, irritated replies.) CS100 is really ultra boring and human resource sounds more interesting. Budden it clashes with wed's training. But I have to clear one prescribed elective this sem. Coz I want to try for 2nd spec (provided I qualify). Then it’ll already be overloading. So better to clear prescribed elective this sem. At least got weilin for accompany during hr lect. But yea, dunno if I made the right decision. haiz, haf to skip training every wed. Shall have to self-train running and gym to make up for that. But its different training wif the team and alone(!!). sigh =(

Today, Ah Hee talked a whole lot about punctuality for training. And he’s gonna take it seriously. dies, I’m one of the few guilty ones. Always having to run from kallang mrt to the training site and barely reaching there on time or rather most of the time, reaching there late. So yup, I have to try to be early or at least punctual from now on. When they say training starts at 9am, if you reach at 9am, you’ll be late. Tried my luck at reaching at almost 9am for a couple of times, and they already finished warming up, and either started running already or were about to do so. So its safest to reach there at around 8.40am. Working backwards, this means I’ll have to be at kallang mrt at 8.25am, be at dover mrt at 7.45am, leave my hse and start walking to dover mrt at 7.25am and wake up at 6.40 am. Crazyness, this is so freaking early!! But then again, there are many others who live much further and still reach kallang early. Oh wells, I shall stop being lazy.

Received an sms asking me to take part in track ih 4 x 400m tmr morning coz they lacking 1 person. Funny huh, I’m not a fast runner. I’m quite slow in fact and suck at sprinting. (My dad was like: you gonna take part in 4 x 400m?!? sure anot? ahhas, yar I noe I suck at sprinting.) Anyways, I have never tried passing baton before and have training tmr morning. So wells, replied that if really cannot find anyone then I’ll go. And the person haven replied me yet, so I guess I dun need to go. Phew! Hall 2 so many better runners, I shd be one of the last few u look for. But then again, I never take part in any hall activities, next sem sure cannot continue staying in hall 2. sigh. (coz of db, I can confirm get a double room. But which hall I'll get is another issue, tt I dun haf a choice.) I dun wanna stay in hall if I dun get hall 2 or hall 1. But I also dun wanna wake up so early to take mrt and bus to sch everyday.

2nd Day of NAF Opening. The crowd’s better today. Probably coz nbs was having lecture at lkc. So I saw geraldine, yun ru, ping ping, ting ting, gek ling n joleen at can B area. But still the pple who actually stopped to watch the performances were pathetic, yea.

The balloons survived todae, but suffered a horrible fate when they were stabbed at the end (wahaha…murdurous…not by me of coz...i’m too nice! hees) Yesterday, some idiotic pple burst the balloons along the staircase. Create so much trouble, make us have to blow more balloons last nite until mouth so suan.

Finally received an email from my French tutor! Our French class will continue!! Yippeeee! C’est tres bien! =)

I really admire my roomie. She’s really super hardworking. She can sleep at almost 4am last nite (we both did) and then wake up at 7 plus this morning to study, while I was dreading to get out of bed to go for tutorials. And this is her daily study routine (but of coz not until 4am every nite lar).

Today I went for my biz law tutorial but skipped accounting (no choice, not tt I wanted to. But yar, I must agree that by joining naf, I agreed to commit to it). Anyways, thanks rosemary for ure biz law tutorial ans! Otherwise, I would have been totally lost during tutorial. The case report is so super long and super super chime. The worst part is I really detest reading!! Be it case reports, story bks or even magazines, I just hate to read. dies, gonna have a miserable time this sem, with biz law.

Opening ceremony of Nanyang Arts Festival todae. The performances were great and so were the decorations. But it’s a real big pity that even with free goodie bags and ice-cream, the crowd was still missing. So much for the hard work (of the performers, programmers and the rest of the committee), and the festival doesn’t get a chance to be appreciated by the students…But it was fun experience being part of NAF. =)

Super duper tired. Really. Seems like everyday also tired but todae I’m really tired. Training really involves lotsa running now. Today we ran 12 rounds again (and its not at a constant pace, but run sprint run sprint run sprint....). Quite overwhelming but the feeling after the run is one of great achievement and satisfaction. The best part is I almost manage to do 3 sets of “cling and jerk” using 10kg without support (only the last bit no strength le). I’m surprised. So doing 1-2sets of lifting my 5kg dumbbell every night does helps. But biceps with 10kg is really cui. Seriously cui. Can barely do 8 without support.

After training, went to help prepare for Nanyang Arts Festival. That explains why I’m super tired can. Finally its done and can come back to hall. Hungry and tired. Tutorials undone. Sigh, must pon accounting tutorial tmr, coz of naf…wth. Need to form groups for accounting leh. But wad rosemary said quite true. Since I dunno the rest of the class, even if I go also wait till everyone form groups den i juz join the grp tt lacks pple. So even if I go or dun go, makes no diff to forming accouting grp. So i shall not worry about forming groups.

Juz had dinner/supper, now muz chiong biz law tutorial. Sianx, currently battling the sleep monster. =X

Today was a super tiring day. After the 2 lectures, I actually wanted to start doing my biz law tutorial with rosemary. But was really super tired plus had a blistering headache. So I decided to take a nap. In the end, I slept for almost 3 hrs. ahhas, yar I know I sleep a lot de.

Came back from mentoring and tried to chiong my fm tutorial for tmr. But gave up half way, ahhas. Hopefully my tutor doesn’t collect it tmr. Praying hard.

Now I’m caught in the vicious cycle once again. All becoz I slacked too much during the first week. grrr… so tonight I had to chiong fm tut. Tmr morn after fm tut, I have to chiong French tut for tmr afternoon. Then after training tmr, I have to chiong biz law n accounting tut for thur morn. Great! All impossible to finish. grrr…catching one after the other. kaoz, all my own fault for not doing it earlier. =(

I need to break this vicious cycle!!! hElpS!!

Today I attended the first French level 2 class. It’s only the first class and I already find it very difficult to follow the class. My teacher is quite nice, and I quite like her. But she speaks in French and somemore she speaks very fast. So for the most part of the class, I was like what is she saying. But anyways, I enjoyed it. I guess maybe I should continue with French level 2, although it will make my timetable quite pack.

One bad news is that our French class is too small. There was only 9 of us (including me) todae. Personally, I find the class size just nice for a language class. Its much easier to speak in class and participate this way. But unfortunately, due to budget constraints, there’s a sch rule that any class with fewer than 12 students will have to close down. Noooooo. This cannot happen!! I wan to continue French! J’aime beacoup le francais!!

The teacher said worst case we have to try to join another class. But only one other class schedule fits my timetable. But its not a very good fit either. Hopefully more pple will join the class so that we can stay on.

Went to pack 700 goodie bags for Nanyang Arts Festival. Didn’t know packing goodie bags can be so tiring one. But guess our goodie bag is quite good. There’s shokobutsu facial foam, shiseido moisturizing cream, chapter 2 hair salon voucher, 3 tibits, notepad and newwater. Quite few but still reasonable I guess. I also want the goodie bag leh. hees. We’ll also be having free flow of ice-cream during NAF. Cool! I also wan! Better start watching my diet though, getting too fat le.

p.s. NTU’s internet connection really sucks. can’t sign in to msn, can’t access any other websites other than NTU website now. And this is not the first few times liddat le. Crap!

Today got no training. hahas, so shuang!! So I slept my fill and slacked around. Then my dad was asking me, this week no tutorials? Coz last semester I always chiong tutorials on Sunday nite de. Actually I have not done my tutorials yet. But feeling lazy to do it. Next week gonna be a busy week, yet I am still lazy to do my tutorials. Oh no, where’s my motivation?!

p.s. wads wrong with blogger?? Haven been able to upload my entries since last week. Kaoz, shall continue typing them in word first.

Today training suppose to start at 12pm. But I didn’t notice the change. So I went as usual at 11am. When I reached, I only saw Cui Mei. Then I was like oh no! I must have been super duper late. The rest must have already started running. Dies, now I have to try to catch up with them. Budden later we found out that the rest were not here yet. Why? Coz training starts at 12pm! Grrr. So for once, I was super early. Sianz, then we waited for 1 hr. Today training quite shiong. Suddenly training involves a lot of running. But I have not been running lately.

Today I left the room super early for class. Coz I’m taking CS100 Fundamentals of Communication Studies. And its like at the Wee Kim Wee School of Communications. And I had no idea where on earth tt was. The map said that it was in between S1 and S2. But I didn’t even know where S1 and S2 were. So Today, I left my room at 9.30am for my 10am class. Hahas. I think I must have made one whole big round to find the venue. I reached almost exactly at 10am. Luckily I left the room early. But after that I found out a shorter route. So next week, I can wake up later and leave the room later.

CS100 is really super duper boring. Even though I try very hard to keep awake and pay attention, its just super difficult to keep my eyes open. And the lecturer refuse to upload the lecture slides before the lesson. Kaoz. He only wants to upload it after he has gone through. Liddat make it even more difficult to pay attention.What’s wrong with uploading the lecture notes before the class?

Training is getting shiong! Todae, we ran abt 10-12 rounds! But tt’s gd, can keep fit. I’m still far from my goal of lifting 10kg weights during training without support. But then the others are moving fast. Last time, when I first joined, u still see 7kg and 8kg weights. Then towards the middle of last semester, the lightest weight u see is 10kg. Now, there’s only one of the 10kg weight, soon it will become non-existent. dies….I think I must change goal le. New goal: be able to lift 10kg weights without support by end of Jan.

Tmr no class! Whee! ahhas..coz first week no tutorials. If not, I will have tutorial frm 8.30 – 12.30pm. 4hrs!!! (dies…how to concentrate..)

Every tues I dread going for mentoring. But at the end of it, I always feel a great sense of satisfaction. My tutee, Mira is one very hardworking girl. And she's realli nice to teach. I remember once I asked her to choose 1 comprehension (out of a stack of a few comprehensions) to do. And guess wad she said? "Can I do all?" I was really stunned. Although she's not really a fast learner, I believe her determination will bring her far in life.

Tues a long day, but tues a meaningful day. =)

I stayed awake for the full 3hrs of IT todae! 3 hrs leh! (Last time in nj, lect 1 hr I already complaining like siao.) Initially the seminar suppose to be 4hrs but my teacher cut short it to 3 hrs. Whee! He rocks mans. Now I can wake up later.

Back in hall again. Facing the four walls again. Super sianx. Saw Lyn’s msn nick, quite true: loneliness is the scariest thing. Dun really like staying in hall anymore. But for the convenience no choice I guess. I don’t live very far but everyday got 8.30 lesson except fri 10am lor. Somemore I am the kind who is always late, so its better for me to stay in hall. At least I only need 10mins at most to walk to class.

Sch starting tmr!! Oh no, the holidays are over! =( grrr…1 month n 1 wk gone by so fast. Didn’t do much during the hols, juz slacking and more slacking, lazing around, watching loads of TV (deprived of TV when sch starts), playing with tiga doggie, training and golfing. I’m still in the holiday mood, feeling very unprepared for sch. But oh wells, first wk of sch shd be rather slack since no tutorials.

Anyways, todae I saw an article talking about dog’s weight on the Straits Times. My little tiga doggie is obese. In fact, he is grossly obese. hahas, I can use him for weight training, carry him around the hse more often. My poor little tiga doggie, I not at home, no one take u out for extra night run hor. No wonder he getting fat. So am I ahhas. We both need more exercise!

Today the sun was super hot again! Almost died from the heat again. Realised that I’m super unfit now. Can’t even keep up with the running during training. That’s bad, time to buck up. Rowing and lifting weights already one of the lousiest, if running also cannot make it, guess I’ll be one of the first few that will be asked to leave db come march. Running used to be no problem for me, but my stamina has really dropped a lot. Ironic huh, stamina supposed to improve from training. Maybe I have been slacking too much le. So really have to buck up.

Everyone at home is getting the flu. First my bro, then my uncle, then me, then my parents. But mine is not really flu, more like throat pain that caused the flu. Anyways, mine’s very slight. So I’m fine.

Played golf with my dad again todae. We started at abt 1 plus. And the sun was scorching hot!! Almost died from the heat. Played until the 4th hole then cannot make it le. So I kept pestering my dad to stop playing. But he refused. grrrr. So no choice had to continue playing but he did compromise a bit. After the 5th hole, we skipped the 6th, 7th and 8th hole, and went straight to the 9th hole.

Anyways, I got my AHSS prescribed elective! But there is still 31 vacanies left. Didn’t get French level 2 even though there is still 16 vacancies left. Quite a waste to stop French at level 1. Really enjoyed French last sem, but dunno if I can manage 2 electives this sem coz core subjects are more heavy this time. So I shall just stick with 1 elective. That leaves me with all my afternoons free except tue and fri. =) But my mornings are all fully packed! lousy timetable! sigh…

Today we went canoeing during training. Wheee! It was super fun. hees…guess it was good for a change. Canoeing seems easier to row but arms get tired more easily. We had 2 near capsize and countless wobbling, possible capsize. Scary. Luckily we didn’t capsize.

Our canoe kept going too right. And we had to constantly “Right row harder”, “Right pull longer”. Actually I already apply very little strength on the left and a lot of strength on the right. But we still keep going right. Gets quite maddening after a while. Maybe its coz both Ye En and I are left rowers so sub-consciously we row harder on the left.

Anyways, after training I went back to hall. And found tons of lizard droppings in the toilet. gross! So I cleaned the toilet. And now its sparkling clean! =)

Went for dinner with Geraldine and Alice. It has only been 6 months since we last met but it felt like years. I still can’t believe 6 months ago, I was still working. That felt like history to me. Anyways, glad to see them again. Not much change in Alice but she said Geraldine and I have grown up, become more mature, no longer look like school girls. hees…nah, I still find myself childish.

Anyways, Geraldine and I talked quite a bit about uni life. I’m really surprised how she managed to handle 4 ccas and her studies. Really admire her for that. Realised that actually dragonboat does not take up a lot of time. The only thing is that it really drains your weekends. Hardly anything can get done during the weekends. But last sem, I left all my hw to the weekends. So that was massive panicking every sun nite. No way am I gg to let that happen again this sem.

It didn’t rain todae AGAIN. So I had to play golf with my dad AGAIN. But luckily it didn’t rain todae. Today’s golf game was rather shiok. hahas..played much better today. But my dad didn’t keep score. grrr…wasted WASTED! I need to submit 20 cards (score under 42) to be able to take the PC test. And I have yet to submit a single card. why? coz I haven’t been able to play under 42 yet. hees…wonder if my score todae is under 42. Yesterday was 48, but I played very very badly yesterday. Anyways, no more golf till Friday! Yay!

Today I finally got my new sandles! Not as nice as my previous sandles but couldn’t find a better deal. The only prob is that its too pinky. PINK = yucks. Not my colour. Baby blue would have been nice.

Anyways, I’m off to sleep. Tiring day from training and golf.

It rained too late todae. So no choice, had to play golf with my dad again. Encountered many monkeys on the golf course. The monkeys are getting out of hand these days. They are so aggressive. Yesterday one monkey ran towards me. Today, one monkey was about to jump at me. It even open its mouth ready to bite me. so scary sia. Then, after golf when we were loading the golf bags into the car, one monkey jumped into the boot. grrrrr, mischievous little monkeys.

My cousin’s family came at night. We were supposed to celebrate new year yesterday, but they weren’t free. We played mahjong. My grandma kept winning, and she wins big. hahas, when I finally get a chance to win, I always win small. But I dun care, as long as can win. hees. Next time, we shall set up 2 mahjong tables. One elementary table for my sister, brother, cousins, aunty, mum and me. And another advanced table for my grandma, uncles and dad. Looking forward to our next gathering on Chinese New Year Eve.

Tmr public holiday still got training lor. Somemore, training starts at 9am. grrrr…so freaking early. I shall sleep early and not be late tmr.

Pls rain after training tmr. If not I have to play golf with my dad after training AGAIN. grrr…pity my poor left shoulder can.