Survived Army Half Marathon! 21km! Ye en stayed over at my hall, fortunately, if not I wouldn’t haf woken up in time. We set off from school at about 5am coz the bus driver was late & he still keep complaining abt us…dots...

Running in the wee hours of the morning, as though the whole road belongs to us! =) Fun! Running wif the team more fun, different experience from standchart & mizuno run, budden i can't realli click wif them...k lar, i can't click well wif pple in general...change topic..

Kept wanting to go toilet during the first few km (super irritating!), but finally had toilet break at abt 10km. Actually 21km din seem so scary afterall, glad to haf completed it, though I muz say kinda disappointed wif my endurance & stamina, & most importantly attitude….Din stop except for toilet break, budden was a bit lagging behind liping(whose leg was injured) even though I was perfectly ok. Din give 100%, din push to the max, but gave in to slight tiredness, allowed myself to lag a bit for most of the time, even though it onli takes a bit more effort to keep up wif the pace…No wonder I always ganna reserve for races…wake up! Where’s that fighting spirit & attitude (to both training & studies)…

Super accident-prone! Fell while walking down the slope near hall 1 on sun nite. Fell infront of my parents…super maloo..

I’m super lousy at pain endurance. Pple can run wif a torn ligament, hurting sheen, etc. Physically disabled pple can row dragonboat. Wat am I to complain abt a small cut (at a super wrong position though). Freaking foot…stop it!! STOP IT!!

lousy mood....

SBG meeting at pasir ris early morn, prevented me from enjoying the much-awaited once a wk long nice sleep. Argh, haven been keeping up my promise. Negative thoughts…hmm, pretty frequent. Improving communication with pple…hmmm, still suxs big time. I’m really in a big mess now, & its snowballing fast, even though its onli starting wk 3 now…But I’ll clear the mess by this sat. Must!

Went for this curl event for hearing impaired & some physically disabled pple to participate in a dragonboat race. Some of them had to be carried out of the dragonboat into their wheelchairs. Realli pei fu this kind of pple, the courage they haf in life, E + R = O.

Mum’s back from hospital, had an operation to remove cis from thyroid gland. But still got some cis in the remaining thyroid gland, cannot remove all otherwise haf to be on medication for life. Hopefully with exercise, the remaining cis will not grow.

Went to watch fireworks at nite, nice! Much better than I expected, though cannot be compared to disneyland’s fireworks.

Almost dieded during BF322 class…freaking cramps was killing me…felt like the longest 3 hrs in my life… every min was like taking forever to pass by… fortunately the tutor ended like 10mins earlier…

Why do women haf to suffer from cramps? This is sooooo unfair….I rather be forced to go ns than suffer from cramps...Not fair!!

Btw, I finally managed to add Genes r Us. Like finally! Although forensic science definitely more fun, but since it is impossible to take it, so take genes r us still better than nothing. Anyway exam all mcq! nice…

The pace of teaching for BF212 realli quite fast. The tutor spoke non-stop, like no time to process anything…When I’m thinking about wad he juz said, he would haf already moved on to something else…information overload. But not his fault, really a lot of things to cover…though mostly jc maths stuff, I forgotten most of them le…

Been trying to play catch-up this whole week & it sucks…its onli the 2nd week & already my last minute chiong habit for tutorials never change…argh, time management arrrr…stop wasting time…ok, stop blogging…

BF322 can really drive me nutssss…

Suay day…sigh…

See vacancy for PE BS801, BUT cannot freaking add the subj…why? Coz the stupid stars system & overload request system restrict me to only overload 1 particular subject, which I chose CBC811….stupid system…

Then open ntu email, see the email on rejection on appeal case to add CBC811….dots…onli managed to submit appeal on the 2nd day, coz the freaking system screw up, 1st day couldn’t enter the appeal system…

So end up, cannot clear PE this sem…let’s see how I gg to manage nxt sem man…bless me luck…

Super fed up wif all these systems!!!!

On hindsight, I have a solution now! Argh, but its too late le, din tink of it juz now. Shd haf drop BF322, & add BS801 so I won’t exceed the max aus, plus since BF322 got so many vacancies no one want, I can juz send email to request to overload BF322 which most prob will be allowed…..silly me…nv tink of this earlier….haiz….

Attended CBC811 Forensci Sci lecture todae...juz trying my luck in appealing...So interesting lor…talk abt how to detect if there was blood (the pink test, dunno call wad, like the one they show on CSI), analyzing blood splatter patterns, analyzing the substances like bullet fragments, etc…haiz, I like leh…CSI is like one of my few favourite tv shows...but cannot take le….yr 3 sem 1 also no chance le, wan go for GIP....sad….

Sitting through CBC811, like having chem n bio lessons, like so much more interesting than accounting lessons…shucks man, tink I’m in the wrong course lar…love science more than accounting…budden job wise, prefer accounting, super detest lab work, unless I can be a science teacher, which I can’t coz I can’t control a bunch of naughty kids…sigh…too late anyways….focus on accounting…anyways I like accounting too, but onli like science more…there’s no turning back though, so juz focus on accounting!

Believe that everything happens for a reason, have faith have trust, somehow the dots will connect backwards, its juz we can’t see the link from where we are now…So juz give your best in everything that happens now & trust that everything happens for a reason, everything will turn out fine…

Mole abrasion!! Cries!!

Went ost running wif some of the team, & had mole abrasion while running…like wth…running also can ganna abrasion. It was quite pain can, even my sports bra also got blood (though din realize it until I bathe).

Last sat while doing twisting accidentally ganna mole abrasion. Thus, the current state of painful mole abrasion even while running. All these problems coz I haf a freaking mole out of nowhere, like not below or above the sports bra, like in some awkward position that gives me abrasion during twisting…like the strip cutting the mole…like ouch!!

Looks like really gotta remove the mole…but I scared leh. The doctor say muz cut it out (like pain!!...not use laser leh) & then stitch it!!!! (like more pain!!!!) & then muz remove the stitch (like also pain!!!) No way man!! But looks like now really no choice le…cries…helps…Anyways, I delayed it to 27 dec…hahax…the later the better…mouse is freaking scared of pain…

Happie 42th Birthdae Singapore! I’m really grateful to be born in Singapore, where there is peace, stability, security, opportunities, & a thriving economy…

Cycled to McRitchie under the blazing hot noon sun. Why? Coz no one wanna cyle in the morn! Argh! So angry can! Always liddat one! So in the end, onli my dad, me & tiga doggie went cycling…

Cycling to McRitchie is quite a hassle coz of the PIE & all the pie exits, with no traffic lights at the pie exits, had to wait insanely long for there to be finally no cars turning into the exit, & then chiong across the road, like super dangerous n scary.

Then from PIE to McRitchie got long (really long) stretches of upslope and downslope. Obviously my dad doesn’t wait for me, he juz chiong up the slopes…zzz…& my legs are like super suan todae, tink coz of the sprinting on tues training, plus the tiga doggie must haf put on some weight, super fat heavy dog juz sit in the basket n add to my difficulty.

When it is finally downslope, my dad would zoom down faster than me since he is heavier. So instead of I can finally catch my breadth & enjoy the wind while going downslope, I had to cycle faster to try to keep up wif my dad, otherwise the gap will juz widen with the next upslope. Faints…it was quite tiring…todae like cannot realli move fast, legs keep suaning…

But it was really fun!! Cycling always makes my day! Recharged & ready for sch tmr…

Skin’s peeling like crazy!! noise skin, forehead skin, etc.. luckily haf fringe to cover the disgusting peeling mess on my forehead. Can’t stand it, I’m gonna peel it all off once and for all…hymph!

Todae I did a survey in sch, in return for $10 cash. Super gd deal!! Budden hor, I didn't know how to answer the qns, was smth abt company's financial situation, then there was an analyst report n i'm asked whether the analyst report is reasonable! Like HUH?! I juz anyhow answer in 2 sentences, heehee...realli dunno how to answer it...Poor professor must be regretting paying me $10 to do the survey...

Btw, overload request has been approved but its like a lil too late now…argh! There’s obviously no more vacancies for forensic sci. Even if I wanna take genes r us (which I saw more than 100 vacancies on mon), now also zero vacancies. Sigh! Looks like really gotta clear science PE next sem already. Next sem’s gonna be a real killer…I didn’t want it this way, nxt sem supposed to be less taxing to cope with training that will step up…but there ain’t much choice now…live with it, learn to adapt…

First lecture of the new semester todae. Despite my resolution to pay attention during lectures, I couldn’t battle the zzzz monster, even though I wasn’t sleepy at all. Accounting II lecture was really ultimate boring, so forgive myself.

Many many sprinting for training todae. Too long never really sprint already. Get breathless & lack of oxygen even before my legs become tired. Maybe cycling will help build stamina. =) Looking forward to cycling on thurs!

The queue at popular bookstore is insanely long cum slow. And I realized how inconvenient it is to go from hall 1 to south spine, haf to walk thru hall 5, hall 4 then reach s3. Juz to buy 2 tbs, I walked 10-15mins to popular, queued 30 mins, then walked 10-15mins back to hall 1. What a waste of time!

The sun’s a killer! Am burnt! Burnt red!

After training, went to golden mile hawker centre for lunch. Quite surprised that golden mile is soooo near kallang, abt 5-10mins onli. Somemore got quite a lot of nice food there. Ate the hokkien mee (yummy!) Oh yar, I had a huge lunch…ate 2 donuts (that lixian brought to training), 1 huge plate of hokkien mee & 1 cup of lemon lime…oops…

Kallang was unusually quiet n deserted today. Feels kinda weird. Where is everyone? Also, today’s turnout was fewer than last few trainings. All the yr 3s(going yr 4s) weren’t here, except for emily.

We went canoeing today, & it was horrible! The canoe went anyway else but straight…diaoz…Poor yy (who was partnering me & sat at the back) had a real tough time steering the direction, can tell she’s rather pissed off. If I had to keep steering the boat, I’ll be rather pissed off too. Something’s veri veri wrong wif my technique, juz couldn’t execute the canoe twisting style. Am soooo dead meat, much more canoeing to come in the nxt few wks, mths, yr….helps….

Shucks! I can see a hole in my skin coz of the cut. Pls hope the flesh will grow back. I’m a lil more concerned abt the cut coz its hurting a lil since I juz bathe. But then again, it’s a small small cut, so relax, relax, relax, no worries…

Anways, I DIN get foriensic science!! Shit man! I’m rather screwed lar, I need to clear my STS-PE this sem & I really really wanna take foriensic science! If its on a first-come-first-serve basis, I should get it mah, b4 the system open for registration I already keep clicking to make sure I’m the first few to register. Sigh, I think its coz I haven got the overload request yet, so the system would auto reject me since I already registered the max no. of aus. Stupid system lar, the overload requesting onli starts from 6 august!!! After register subjects le, then request for overload gt wad use! Wad we need is to get overload approval b4 subject registeration wad! ARGH! Stupid system!!

As I was walking towards the rear of the bus, the bus jerked forward & my knee crashed against a metal piece jutting out from the last row of seats. Just before the incident happened, I did notice the unusual metal piece jutting out. But when the bus jerked forward, it was just a reflex action to use my knee as support, preventing an unglam fall. In exchange, my poor knee has a cut!! The cuts a bit deeper into the skin than bruises, but due to the blood clots covering the cut, its hard to see how deep the cut really is. It doesn’t hurt much though, I can still run, jump, cycle. No worries, small cut onli, can’t be that deep, juz hope the flesh will grow back (It will grow back rite?), & dun leave a hole in my skin. That metal piece jutting out is sooo dangerous, imagine if a toddler crashes into it, given the toddler’s height, he might get a cut on his head or neck…

WaLau….I wanna change room!!…Guess who’s my new roomie. She’s an Indonesian, which means she’ll be in hall even on weekends, sigh…say bye to some peace on fri nite & sat morn. Kinda expected my roomie to be a foreigner though, afterall very few sporeans would have no roomie, unless they r a loner like me. But what’s worse is that she is a close fren of my ex-roomie. This is so so sooooo coincidental lar! Sigh, this is bad esp since I was on quite bad terms wif my ex-roomie. Tell me how am I gg to survive…

As for my toiletmates, they are from China. My upper sec china classmates were quite nice pple actually. Budden heard many bad things abt having China pple as toiletmates…like they won’t clean the toilet & dirty the toilet instead. Thankfully though, my new roomie said that she saw them scrubbing the toilet when they juz moved in, so I guess & please please hope that they r probably not that bad…

Haiz, I guess the library will come in very very handy for me nxt sem…bye bye comfy, relaxing, peaceful hall room….