nana & soso moved out?!!! Why doesn’t anyone tell me wad is gg on at home???

Hse is quieter….i miss nana…it feels weird not seeing nana at home….when will I get to see u again??

Nana always asks me abt sch, abt trainings…..sch suxs!! Especially todae….i can’t let my parents noe how screwed up I was todae….I would get killed…but I can tok to nana abt this….but where are u nana?? I miss u….

I sux big time! I am a total screw up!

How could u do such a thing?! Sleep sleep sleep, is slp tt impt? U wan to slp all ure life away then u happy issit??

U dun always get wad u wan in life...There's no second chance in life...Its ure own fault tt it's screwed up...its ure own responsibility....Dun expect others to give u another chance...No use crying...u juz suck...ought not to exist on this earth....

Feel stupid, study for tax quiz, but couldn't take it coz i overslept...stupid screwed up...luckily prof allowed 10% quiz weightage to transfer to exams, but then again i studied for the quiz, and it was an easier quiz, wad if i screw up my final exam...sighs...

Juz wanna pass the ethics quiz for now....stop screwing up everything!!

I got D for maths quiz =((((((( Damn sad.....

Haiz…D for 10% of final grades…how sucky…tink I got last in class…see so many pple get A+….haiz….

Lacking sleep…been staying up, but not effective doing work or studying…end up damn sleepy during the day…ineffectiveness throughout the day…tink I’m better off sleeping not too late and try to be more effective study in less time…

Training is always a gd break frm studies…forget those troubles & worries during training...feel more motivated to study after training also…but it lasts also a while b4 tiredness settles in…

Nite sea rowing todae...nice nice…always liked nite rowing…but keep getting breathless…shucks, tink my stamina has deteriorated…muz be coz these days nv realli run le…the run during tue training, felt damn breathless too…

Back to tax…wasted enuf time…study effectively or else no point staying up …

Quite some time since I last updated…

Was busy wif accounting II report & maths quiz last wk….haiz…screw the maths quiz…cannot even pass…I can’t believe I forgt a simple differentiation and as such din even get any method marks for the 2nd qn...and yar, there’s onli 2 qns, of which the 2nd qn has more than 50% weightage….sighs…bye to 10% of final grades...the result of last min chionging, zzzz in class, not doing tuts…

This wk is relatively slack…except for sat…its gonna be a hectic day…tax quiz at 7.30am!!! Followed by ethics seminar n quiz till 2.30pm…I dunnoe if I should take the ethics quiz nxt sem…or shd I opt not to take the tax quiz and transfer the 10% weightage to the final exam…both choices are risky!! Haven started studying for tax, yet I doubt I much preparation for tax exam either…shall decide ltr…

Next wk’s gonna be a killer!! 2 presentations, 2 reports, 2 quizzes…I dare not tink how it’ll turn out…

Smth to look forward to nxt weekend….river regatta…I hope I can row a good set…left shoulder pls bear wif me…

Ohhh…& I realized I sweat damn easily, do 2min station fly or even squats also can sweat…sweat a lot too…grosssss….

Why take it up in the first place…& not manage it properly…onli to regret now…yet still not putting in extra effort to make up for it…wads the use of panicking…if u realli are panicking, u shdn’t be dozing off in class…yar, I’m damn scared for the exams…but haf I started?? no way, far far far frm started…so wad on earth am I doing now?….i’m so screwed…2.5 wks to my first paper which I noe nth abt…pls do smth abt it…now!!

Wooohoooo!! No more lessons for the wkk!! Ahhhh, sooo happy sooo relieved…

Finally got myself to do investment quiz last nite after training. Inertia to click the start button for the online quiz. Kept hovering around ehhh I’m not prepared to take it now, its soo late not good time to do quiz, then aiya juz do it now!! Or else tmr cannot go bbq! Many many thanks to kaixiang for helping me out wif some of the qns!! :)

Soooo don’t feel like doing any work now, although there are realli many things that need to be done: accounting II project, bf322 case, maths quiz, investment project, and the 5 elearning lects tt I haf yet to listen!!!

Oh wells, I need a break now!! I juz wanna do some exercise now!! Surprisingly sooo many pple wanted to run this wk but I din join any at all!! I wanna run now! Wanna play frisbee later! Come 5pm quick!!

2 down!!

Had spent the week getting frustrated over company law report, when I thought I finally understood, the next moment I realize I still don’t, and so its been back to square one many times throughout the week. Had enuf of co. law, glad to be done wif it! Hoping it won’t be graded too lousy a report, hopefully the grade won’t turn out to be like biz law report last sem which totally sucked. 20% of final grade…

Accounting quiz plus excel quiz this morning. Din really prepare for this. After finishing co. law report, juz wanted to sleep and totally no mood to study anymore. So many of those ethics qns come out, argh, hate this kind of ambiguous stuff…the mistakes I made probably all came from those ethics qns…then came the excel quiz, which was total gone case...no time, plus excel spreadsheet was a total mess, plus classified some costs wrong, argh…excel quiz confirm fail le…sighs…20% of final grade too…

Went to the gym wif my bro, my strength these days are seriously cui…tue training, the sand bottles felt super heavy, even 2 mins felt like forever…thur training, now 10kg also struggling…sheesh…

Next week gonna be project week! Mon gt tax presentation discussion plus corporate finance case discussion…Tue gt accounting project meeting…which I haven started preparing for…oops…then also got investment quiz…n investment project, which relatively not as urgent….

1 mth to the exams…sooo fast…barely managing to even deal with the presentations, projects n quizzes on hand now…argh!

Bye bye recess wk….hello to sch once again…

Din manage to do much studying during the week….

Mon went to out wif my dad n sis to meet his American Express banker, coz standard chartered bought over the banking part of American express, so there’s gonna be some restructuring which might affect the investment funds...but main thing was the jap lunch…haas…then went to hotel royal to do accounting II project…took ages to find the ulu hotel…which looked quite cui…duty manager too busy to entertain us…so no choice had to go back to novena bk to discuss…but it was rather fruitful discussion I felt…but still long long way to go…not even one-third done…

Tue was training…finally went cycling on tue…went to watch my parents perform qigong at the cc…but as a result of tt performance, din manage to eat mooncake n play lantern at home like we always did in the past…no fun!!

Wed was training…first time since so long that it surprisingly didn’t hurt n I could pull water…nice.…after training had to chiong back to sch for investment seminar…thanks to my nice dad who fetched me =)

Thu went to Shangri-la for buffet lunch wif my dad!! Yummy yummy sushi!! Loads of nice food but couldn’t eat much…and its super duper expensive, total for 2 adults was like abt 100 bucks…daylight robbery…wouldn’t haf gone if not for the vouchers…

Fri was the sucky tax quiz…after tt was supposed to go for naf bbq at east coast…no mood to go…somemore so far, go there haf to entertain pple….so decided not to go…hees…budden todae receive an email frm naf director regarding attendance…oops…realized I haven been to a single naf meeting yet (tink I missed like 4 meeting le)…since it always clashes wif training…shucks, means I must go for cac nite this wed…no more excuses le…

Sat was rather sucky coz it hurt again for no reason…sianz… anyways was rather irritated at the first part of the training…coz when doing canoe twist…suppose to be 10min non-stop...then when juz started onli, haven even 2 mins up, then the junior keep on stopping, do a bit onli then stop again repeatedly…peng!...maybe its still early ba…last time when we juz started, 2 mins also seem like forever…anyways, after training had steamboat lunch cum dinner wif the team…the table beside us was damn scary…they ate all super duper lots of crabs…the steamboat was overflooded wif crabs sticking out of the crowded pot…sccarryy…

Today my sis was super enthu on detox…so we had 3 different types of fruit juices today: orange carrot, green apple plus celery, watermelon and apple….and also vegetable and tomato salad…yummy…I tink I’ll love detox diet…but too bad, back to hall le…

Flunked terribly for tax quiz…sighs….cannot even pass…onli got 8 out of 20 correct…there goes 10% of tax grades….

No doubt I wasn’t realli prepared for tax quiz…there were still many stuff tt I din noe existed, onli to realize when the tutor went thru the quiz afterwards…budden the format of tax quiz seriously suxs…it was in the form of true and false, but there were 2 statements….so it was like
(1) statement A is true
(2) statement B is true
(3) Both statements A & B are true
(4) Both statements A & B are false

Sooo…even if I got statement A correct but got statement B wrong, then the whole qn wrong…Zzzzzzzz…..wad’s the prob man…a simple true and false format would be ok, why complicate matters….sianz….

Napha test todae...

Time flies…its been a yr since the last napha test, though it seems not too long ago…still struggling to accept the fact that I’m a senior already…oh wells….back then, we were ultimate worried abt the 14min timing for 2.4km (had onli clocked once below 14min…when I ran 4km every nite during 1st 3 mths of jc…was not crazy, back then was contemplating if I should join nj canoeing, haas, but stopped by that fear or hatred to canoe for causing that that will stay wif me for life)

Anyways, I still remember that last yr, it was seng kiet, my hall 2 camp fren, that ran wif me 2 nights b4 the actual test, to clock barely under 14min that gave me a lil assurance b4 the actual run…

But this time round, didn’t haf any assurance…my last timed 2.4km was last yr napha test...even wif 1 yr of training…somehow I feel less fit, less stamina than b4…

Fortunately, I did survive…it was a rather comfortable run…sighs, goes to show once again din not go all out…

started off with an ok pace, din chiong off straight away(usually I like to chiong the first few rounds…& tink abt the remaining rounds later…)…

felt quite high after the 3rd round…wanted to chiong a bit…budden decided to watch my pace, conserving some energy…BUT conserving energy failed…should not haf conserved…chuied at the 5th round…

din realli look at the timing…but tink its abt 12.20mins….1min improvement frm last yr…but dun realli haf that shiok feeling that I can say I haf done my best….I could haf pushed more…stop conserving…juz go all out now, and leave the rest to internal strength…

disappointed…nv doing anything right…

am not someone tt pple can rely on for encouragement, consoling, comforting, etc…somehow, I realli dunnoe how to encourage others, wad to say to comfort others, wad to reply when pple complain…sighs…always saying the wrong things...

randomness…somehow I’m always stuck inbetween conversations gg on ard me…yet not part of any…of awkwardness, of no mood to attempt to be part of it, of sometimes juz wanting to get away frm it….

Messy messiness...Scared for tax quiz…No idea wads gg on for other sources of income…always doze off during draggy tax tut…Haven started accounting II & investment project…accounting quiz coming up…scared for excel quiz…322 notes a mess…gotta start on 322 case soon…nv do company law tuts…company law report coming soon…been slacking on 212…always zzz during genes r us....no motivation to even do tuts…super lagging for all subjects…come recess wk pls…

Suxs....It is hurting again. It is always hindering me. Why can’t it be a lil stronger, I’m not asking much of it, juz stop giving me problems, had enuf of it…Hate it…pls stop it!

Never realli liked short distance races…

Rather off today…strokes wasn’t realli there...there’s major problem in my technique, esp during races, rock too much, motion not smooth, same old punching arm prob, recover too slow, not effectively pulling water, more like zamming the water…shit…

some talked abt giving all out…somehow, I haven’t felt that inner strength...somehow, yes I feel guilty of having some reserve...why why why…all tok but no action….yyyyyyy….can my arms & body pls listen to my head…

Juz a quick update b4 I hit the bed…There’s so much to say that I muz say b4 I slp & wake up for tmr’s race…

Today was my first time racing so many times in 1 day!! =) Usually I onli get to race once or at most twice for each race day, coz yar, I’m like the freaking lousiest left rower.

First race of the day: Women’s 12-crew Heats
This race was particularly significant to our boat. I was pretty worried for this, & I guess the rest of the boat were too. So damn worried that how if we couldn’t even make it thru the heats, we can juz go jump into the reservoir then. Sooooooo nervous that hands start numbing, right after the starts, first the pulling arm, then the punching arm, so afraid that I’ll lose grip of the paddle, body stiffens, but die die muz row damn hard for this race. Fortunately we made it to semis! =) Phew, it was realli such a great relief!!

Second race: Mixed Heats
I pretty much like rowing mixed (if I manage to keep up wif the pace that is). Mixed races are one of the few times during races that I can really feel that I stretching forwards, focus on executing technique properly, feel the boat gliding, feel that I’m pulling water.

Third race: Women’s 12-crew Semi-Finals
Pretty worried as we set out for the race, not sure how we’ll do, juz hoping we won’t end up last. Starts was not that fantastic, but rather ok, then came maintenance, huiqi called for hard 10 & could really feel that hard 10 =). Stroke rate starts building up, liked the pace, felt the pulling water, felt the boat gliding a bit, then came the best part, for once I liked our charging!! =) But still, we din come in the top few. No doubt it’s the process that’s impt but u can’t deny that the results are impt, or at least meant smth too. Quite sad thinking that it ended juz liddat…UNTIL, it was announced that we got into plate finals!! Like WOW! It’s nothing spectacular for many others, but it really meant smth for me at least. I felt it was like a breakthrough for our batch’s small boat.

Fourth race: Women’s 12-crew Plate Finals
Pretty worried once again, hoping we’ll not fare too badly. Starts was super gd, like for once our starts got a bit of power feeling! =) Liked the pace, a bit faster than previous set, keeping the boat gliding. Thought we had a chance…ok, that was like being veri veri ambitious…couldn’t maintain, we kinda punctured mid-way…wasted wasted…Haiz, I was at fault too, recovered slower than the person in front of me, & so the boat was not really in sync…soorryy…

Fifth & last race of the day: Mixed Finals
This is the few exceptions when rowing mixed was miserable. Was juz trying to keep up wif the pace, didn’t really manage pointer 3, my strokes were a mess, argghhh…sorry, I was more of a burden on the boat….sorry, I noe that was such a gd chance for a medal…process is impt, but a medal would be nice…

Tmr’s race is 200m. 200m would be more difficult than 500m, realli need charging & power…rather worried abt how our batch’s small boat will do. Prays we’ll make it thru the heats at least…

Better go Zzzz le…bus at 7am tmr!!

Naat is pretty interesting…Though nothing much to do yet, juz the beginning stages…Still it was rather fun today….I wanna be an auditor in 2 yrs time…But the bad memories of my screwed up attachment still haunts me…sighs…I wonder if I’ll be able to survive the working world…

On a lighter note, this sun is my grandma’s birthdae =) And my elder sis is coming wif her boyfren!! Woooo! I wonder how he’s like…

Maths quiz is over!!! SOoooo relieved… Stared blankly at the qn paper for a few minutes…Din realli answer the qn properly, dunno wad was I thinking at that point in time…Supposed to explain how to get the solution…BUT I blurly thought the qn wanted me to inteprete the final ans…ok, tt was a stupid interpretation of the qn…sighs…1 qn wrong out of a 2 qns quiz…

Been having this urge for night runs…argghh…Onli had 1 nite run wif sarah since this sem started…Nowadays so diff to find pple for nite run...So many pple gt leg injuries…out of our batch, can onli ask soo shuen, tay chuan, sarah n candice…pple take cares…

Super no mood nor motivation to study now…dread fridays coz of 322…sighs, time to start reading the loonnggg case for tmr…

I wan a new reebok running shoe!!! Hoping for my dad to buy me one soon….

No chance to slp at home this wkend :( Missing tiga doggie, missing family warmth & comfort...loneliness of hall life....

Starting to get excited about sava, the race feeling is starting to set in, reading the pre-race emails on yahoo groups…It’s been 1 yr in db, first race as seniors, expectations expectations ar, a test for our batch….lil fearful of how we’ll do…argh, dun tink too much, juz row a simple set, juz like training….pls pls left shoulder pls dun let me down…

Getting freaking worried for maths quiz on thurs. The thought of maths quiz has been haunting me day in day out, I sooo dun understand the matrix stuff, coz I wasn’t really listening during lessons plus din do last few tutorials, super unprepared for it, sighs, last min again…pls let me survive maths quiz…pls pls I realli wanna be a better student this sem…

Off to maths again, shall sleep soon…Tmr I promise to keep awake during lessons…pls let tmr be an exception, let tmr be a better one…

Its been quite long since I last updated. Life’s been very messy lately. Time is passing by toooooo fast, and yet I’ve not been making full use of it. Sighs…

Last week was one of a big mess. Rushing 2 presentations till late plus the many db activities gg on plus the falling asleep in almost all of my lessons (which I only blame myself for the lack of motivation, drive & interest towards my studies). Sighs… I realize that I spend onli 1-2hrs maximum per subject per week, and most of the time, I spend even less than 1hr on certain subjects (especially my accounting subjects). The cause of all the mess now to add on to the quizzes, projects & presentations that are starting to stream in. On a lighter note though, recess week is nearing in a few days time. Feeling relieved to finally be able to sort out the messiness, yet not at all relieved to know that 6 wks down the road are the exams once again. Sighs…

Yet, there have been many little things that make me smile along the way: going home on weekends :), going out for lunch wif my family, seeing my fat little tiga doggie, going for trainings, being wif my teammates, gg for nite runs which haf become rather rare these days, and the once in a blue moon being able to keep awake during lessons.

Sava’s coming up. A few seniors haf asked me if I was excited about it. To tell frankly, I dun feel excited, I dunno why I feel rather indifferent. Perhaps it’s the knowing that I may not get to row much, the feeling of being juz a reserve, the fear that we’ll probably not even make it thru the heats (like the small boat june race, those who weren’t in that boat will never understand how we feel, its just different. You all can juz tap water in the finals while we try to row hard during the heats, yet I guess the timing’s abt the same).

Survived Army Half Marathon! 21km! Ye en stayed over at my hall, fortunately, if not I wouldn’t haf woken up in time. We set off from school at about 5am coz the bus driver was late & he still keep complaining abt us…dots...

Running in the wee hours of the morning, as though the whole road belongs to us! =) Fun! Running wif the team more fun, different experience from standchart & mizuno run, budden i can't realli click wif them...k lar, i can't click well wif pple in general...change topic..

Kept wanting to go toilet during the first few km (super irritating!), but finally had toilet break at abt 10km. Actually 21km din seem so scary afterall, glad to haf completed it, though I muz say kinda disappointed wif my endurance & stamina, & most importantly attitude….Din stop except for toilet break, budden was a bit lagging behind liping(whose leg was injured) even though I was perfectly ok. Din give 100%, din push to the max, but gave in to slight tiredness, allowed myself to lag a bit for most of the time, even though it onli takes a bit more effort to keep up wif the pace…No wonder I always ganna reserve for races…wake up! Where’s that fighting spirit & attitude (to both training & studies)…

Super accident-prone! Fell while walking down the slope near hall 1 on sun nite. Fell infront of my parents…super maloo..

I’m super lousy at pain endurance. Pple can run wif a torn ligament, hurting sheen, etc. Physically disabled pple can row dragonboat. Wat am I to complain abt a small cut (at a super wrong position though). Freaking foot…stop it!! STOP IT!!

lousy mood....

SBG meeting at pasir ris early morn, prevented me from enjoying the much-awaited once a wk long nice sleep. Argh, haven been keeping up my promise. Negative thoughts…hmm, pretty frequent. Improving communication with pple…hmmm, still suxs big time. I’m really in a big mess now, & its snowballing fast, even though its onli starting wk 3 now…But I’ll clear the mess by this sat. Must!

Went for this curl event for hearing impaired & some physically disabled pple to participate in a dragonboat race. Some of them had to be carried out of the dragonboat into their wheelchairs. Realli pei fu this kind of pple, the courage they haf in life, E + R = O.

Mum’s back from hospital, had an operation to remove cis from thyroid gland. But still got some cis in the remaining thyroid gland, cannot remove all otherwise haf to be on medication for life. Hopefully with exercise, the remaining cis will not grow.

Went to watch fireworks at nite, nice! Much better than I expected, though cannot be compared to disneyland’s fireworks.

Almost dieded during BF322 class…freaking cramps was killing me…felt like the longest 3 hrs in my life… every min was like taking forever to pass by… fortunately the tutor ended like 10mins earlier…

Why do women haf to suffer from cramps? This is sooooo unfair….I rather be forced to go ns than suffer from cramps...Not fair!!

Btw, I finally managed to add Genes r Us. Like finally! Although forensic science definitely more fun, but since it is impossible to take it, so take genes r us still better than nothing. Anyway exam all mcq! nice…

The pace of teaching for BF212 realli quite fast. The tutor spoke non-stop, like no time to process anything…When I’m thinking about wad he juz said, he would haf already moved on to something else…information overload. But not his fault, really a lot of things to cover…though mostly jc maths stuff, I forgotten most of them le…

Been trying to play catch-up this whole week & it sucks…its onli the 2nd week & already my last minute chiong habit for tutorials never change…argh, time management arrrr…stop wasting time…ok, stop blogging…

BF322 can really drive me nutssss…

Suay day…sigh…

See vacancy for PE BS801, BUT cannot freaking add the subj…why? Coz the stupid stars system & overload request system restrict me to only overload 1 particular subject, which I chose CBC811….stupid system…

Then open ntu email, see the email on rejection on appeal case to add CBC811….dots…onli managed to submit appeal on the 2nd day, coz the freaking system screw up, 1st day couldn’t enter the appeal system…

So end up, cannot clear PE this sem…let’s see how I gg to manage nxt sem man…bless me luck…

Super fed up wif all these systems!!!!

On hindsight, I have a solution now! Argh, but its too late le, din tink of it juz now. Shd haf drop BF322, & add BS801 so I won’t exceed the max aus, plus since BF322 got so many vacancies no one want, I can juz send email to request to overload BF322 which most prob will be allowed…..silly me…nv tink of this earlier….haiz….

Attended CBC811 Forensci Sci lecture todae...juz trying my luck in appealing...So interesting lor…talk abt how to detect if there was blood (the pink test, dunno call wad, like the one they show on CSI), analyzing blood splatter patterns, analyzing the substances like bullet fragments, etc…haiz, I like leh…CSI is like one of my few favourite tv shows...but cannot take le….yr 3 sem 1 also no chance le, wan go for GIP....sad….

Sitting through CBC811, like having chem n bio lessons, like so much more interesting than accounting lessons…shucks man, tink I’m in the wrong course lar…love science more than accounting…budden job wise, prefer accounting, super detest lab work, unless I can be a science teacher, which I can’t coz I can’t control a bunch of naughty kids…sigh…too late anyways….focus on accounting…anyways I like accounting too, but onli like science more…there’s no turning back though, so juz focus on accounting!

Believe that everything happens for a reason, have faith have trust, somehow the dots will connect backwards, its juz we can’t see the link from where we are now…So juz give your best in everything that happens now & trust that everything happens for a reason, everything will turn out fine…

Mole abrasion!! Cries!!

Went ost running wif some of the team, & had mole abrasion while running…like wth…running also can ganna abrasion. It was quite pain can, even my sports bra also got blood (though din realize it until I bathe).

Last sat while doing twisting accidentally ganna mole abrasion. Thus, the current state of painful mole abrasion even while running. All these problems coz I haf a freaking mole out of nowhere, like not below or above the sports bra, like in some awkward position that gives me abrasion during twisting…like the strip cutting the mole…like ouch!!

Looks like really gotta remove the mole…but I scared leh. The doctor say muz cut it out (like pain!!...not use laser leh) & then stitch it!!!! (like more pain!!!!) & then muz remove the stitch (like also pain!!!) No way man!! But looks like now really no choice le…cries…helps…Anyways, I delayed it to 27 dec…hahax…the later the better…mouse is freaking scared of pain…

Happie 42th Birthdae Singapore! I’m really grateful to be born in Singapore, where there is peace, stability, security, opportunities, & a thriving economy…

Cycled to McRitchie under the blazing hot noon sun. Why? Coz no one wanna cyle in the morn! Argh! So angry can! Always liddat one! So in the end, onli my dad, me & tiga doggie went cycling…

Cycling to McRitchie is quite a hassle coz of the PIE & all the pie exits, with no traffic lights at the pie exits, had to wait insanely long for there to be finally no cars turning into the exit, & then chiong across the road, like super dangerous n scary.

Then from PIE to McRitchie got long (really long) stretches of upslope and downslope. Obviously my dad doesn’t wait for me, he juz chiong up the slopes…zzz…& my legs are like super suan todae, tink coz of the sprinting on tues training, plus the tiga doggie must haf put on some weight, super fat heavy dog juz sit in the basket n add to my difficulty.

When it is finally downslope, my dad would zoom down faster than me since he is heavier. So instead of I can finally catch my breadth & enjoy the wind while going downslope, I had to cycle faster to try to keep up wif my dad, otherwise the gap will juz widen with the next upslope. Faints…it was quite tiring…todae like cannot realli move fast, legs keep suaning…

But it was really fun!! Cycling always makes my day! Recharged & ready for sch tmr…

Skin’s peeling like crazy!! noise skin, forehead skin, etc.. luckily haf fringe to cover the disgusting peeling mess on my forehead. Can’t stand it, I’m gonna peel it all off once and for all…hymph!

Todae I did a survey in sch, in return for $10 cash. Super gd deal!! Budden hor, I didn't know how to answer the qns, was smth abt company's financial situation, then there was an analyst report n i'm asked whether the analyst report is reasonable! Like HUH?! I juz anyhow answer in 2 sentences, heehee...realli dunno how to answer it...Poor professor must be regretting paying me $10 to do the survey...

Btw, overload request has been approved but its like a lil too late now…argh! There’s obviously no more vacancies for forensic sci. Even if I wanna take genes r us (which I saw more than 100 vacancies on mon), now also zero vacancies. Sigh! Looks like really gotta clear science PE next sem already. Next sem’s gonna be a real killer…I didn’t want it this way, nxt sem supposed to be less taxing to cope with training that will step up…but there ain’t much choice now…live with it, learn to adapt…

First lecture of the new semester todae. Despite my resolution to pay attention during lectures, I couldn’t battle the zzzz monster, even though I wasn’t sleepy at all. Accounting II lecture was really ultimate boring, so forgive myself.

Many many sprinting for training todae. Too long never really sprint already. Get breathless & lack of oxygen even before my legs become tired. Maybe cycling will help build stamina. =) Looking forward to cycling on thurs!

The queue at popular bookstore is insanely long cum slow. And I realized how inconvenient it is to go from hall 1 to south spine, haf to walk thru hall 5, hall 4 then reach s3. Juz to buy 2 tbs, I walked 10-15mins to popular, queued 30 mins, then walked 10-15mins back to hall 1. What a waste of time!

The sun’s a killer! Am burnt! Burnt red!

After training, went to golden mile hawker centre for lunch. Quite surprised that golden mile is soooo near kallang, abt 5-10mins onli. Somemore got quite a lot of nice food there. Ate the hokkien mee (yummy!) Oh yar, I had a huge lunch…ate 2 donuts (that lixian brought to training), 1 huge plate of hokkien mee & 1 cup of lemon lime…oops…

Kallang was unusually quiet n deserted today. Feels kinda weird. Where is everyone? Also, today’s turnout was fewer than last few trainings. All the yr 3s(going yr 4s) weren’t here, except for emily.

We went canoeing today, & it was horrible! The canoe went anyway else but straight…diaoz…Poor yy (who was partnering me & sat at the back) had a real tough time steering the direction, can tell she’s rather pissed off. If I had to keep steering the boat, I’ll be rather pissed off too. Something’s veri veri wrong wif my technique, juz couldn’t execute the canoe twisting style. Am soooo dead meat, much more canoeing to come in the nxt few wks, mths, yr….helps….