Its been quite long since I last updated. Life’s been very messy lately. Time is passing by toooooo fast, and yet I’ve not been making full use of it. Sighs…

Last week was one of a big mess. Rushing 2 presentations till late plus the many db activities gg on plus the falling asleep in almost all of my lessons (which I only blame myself for the lack of motivation, drive & interest towards my studies). Sighs… I realize that I spend onli 1-2hrs maximum per subject per week, and most of the time, I spend even less than 1hr on certain subjects (especially my accounting subjects). The cause of all the mess now to add on to the quizzes, projects & presentations that are starting to stream in. On a lighter note though, recess week is nearing in a few days time. Feeling relieved to finally be able to sort out the messiness, yet not at all relieved to know that 6 wks down the road are the exams once again. Sighs…

Yet, there have been many little things that make me smile along the way: going home on weekends :), going out for lunch wif my family, seeing my fat little tiga doggie, going for trainings, being wif my teammates, gg for nite runs which haf become rather rare these days, and the once in a blue moon being able to keep awake during lessons.

Sava’s coming up. A few seniors haf asked me if I was excited about it. To tell frankly, I dun feel excited, I dunno why I feel rather indifferent. Perhaps it’s the knowing that I may not get to row much, the feeling of being juz a reserve, the fear that we’ll probably not even make it thru the heats (like the small boat june race, those who weren’t in that boat will never understand how we feel, its just different. You all can juz tap water in the finals while we try to row hard during the heats, yet I guess the timing’s abt the same).