Todae’s not a bad day afterall…..

3 project meetings + training, but meeting were all short ones =)

IT project meeting with prof did help clarify some doubts abt the flowchart. But our IT project is quite a mess, and far far far from completion, yet the deadline is in 1 wk time!! Shucks, I haven’t done enuf for IT project. My IT grp too nice already, so I always do other projects first, this is damn bad…Argh, I’ll do smth tonite.

Had 202 meeting, luckily I was quite early and the grp came late, so had some time to think abt the case and prepare. But I only stayed for an hr, then had to leave for training, oops am such a bad grp member, but they didn’t want to meet earlier. I had yummy belgian chocolate ice blended! Really helped me concentrate.

Time seemed to pass especially fast during training today. Sometimes the feeling’s there, but sometimes I just can’t seem to find back that feeling. Argh! Finally managed to feel it at the last bit, when doing the 300m sets, but still the motion not smooth, super jerky, shucks…

Ate macs during 205 meeting. And I ate the whole meal!! I was quite hungry, haha. Shucks, super unhealthy. I shdn’t have eaten macs, tend to give me the headaches I dunnoe why, maybe too much msg. Wasn’t really prepared for 205 meeting, argh, still haven’t got much clue how to solve the qn.....

Shucks, gave in to temptations to watch tv!!

Haiz, freaking hate it when pple keep pressing me…pls lar, I will do my part!! I am NOT a free rider!!...freaking shit…haiz...why why why…pple always tink tt way of me…haiz…internship screw up becoz of tt, project mates also tink I liddat…haiz…why!?!?! I am not liddat!!!....haiz….ok, I really gotta come up with some solid analysis for tmr project discussion. haizzzzz…I foresee getting zero for peer evaluation….wadever…I am already so freaking screwed….haizzzzzz…maybe u r right, I haven done much, but I am doing it now!!! And the project just started can….haizzz…=(=(=(=( why issit I can’t seem to get along with anyone, except old frens…haizzzzz….