Didn’t get E&Y internship =( Haiz....Never doing anything right, my last 2 internships I also screw it up. Haiz, this is sooo bad, don’t know how I’ll survive in future. Haiz, so worrying….

Anyway just got scolded by my dad…Haiz, every scolding always ends up pointing to db training...haiz...i will study, i really want to…it’s not the training that’s affecting my studies, it’s my own procrastination, laziness, lack of drive...haiz…

And it’s freaking hurting again...freaking irritated…can u be stronger anot...

Haiz…want to catch up with my studies also cannot…every day project, project and still project…haiz…I haven’t even study for the damn quiz can….haiz…

Haiz…can’t concentrate…juz spent 2 hrs staring at the 214 teknosport case, tinking how to write the sensitive message…haiz…now I staring at the 202 case my group discussing tmr...staring but still on the same page…haiz…

Life suxs lar…nono, I’m the one who suxs…

Liddat how to survive when graduate…haiz…future’s bleak…highly irritated low mood….booooooooooooooooo….