Things are still in a mess…

Was demoralised during french tutorial yet again. Sigh, now I really regret taking level 2. But nothing comes easy yea…It’s just that everyone else could answer her questions quickly and well-answered…all BUT me…yea, not again…

Feeling so irresponsible…my messed up life is affecting others...games manager for weiqi ih, yet I have absolutely no idea how they did for ih nor do I know who actually played for weiqi ih, coz yea I was in penang for db race…and then joined dnd sub com biz mag, but nah, I did not help out in any canvassing at all, coz yea the first one clashed wif training, then I was not involved anymore…and then naf biz mag, effort was there (at least tt’s wad I feel) but nah, I haven’t given my all to look for sponsors…and then project work, grp meetings crash wif one another coz of last min discussion, wth, arrange grp meeting can be so painful…Sigh, gotta be more responsible. Why should others be affected by my mEsSeD uP LIfE…

Break from all these mess: Went for night run wif kee quan. He is super fast! Either that or my stamina has really dropped! hmm, seems more like the latter. I was practically trying to catch up with him throughout the whole 179 route. In need of more running to build up stamina! Anyways, the weather was super nice and cool todae! =) I could not feel my sweat even after the run. It felt as though I had not run at all. ahhas, wad an understatement of todae’s run…

Ups and downs in a day, tt’s my typical day nowadays…running's my survival kit...